Words cannot describe how much I loved this man. When I found out he had passed it was almost as if I lost a piece of my heart. I don’t know what happened but I do know that whatever demons Anthony was dealing with consumed his mind. I hope he is finally at peace. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about him. I wake up thinking about him and I think about him when I go to sleep at night. I really wish things turned out differently for Anthony was a very intelligent and caring man. He was my first love and even though things didn’t go as planned I still loved and cared for him. I’m so happy that I got to meet him and even though it was for a short period of time, it made a big impact in my life. May he Rest In Peace and maybe some day I will see that beautiful smile and those cute dimples again when I too am called home to heaven. God bless his mother Rita, Anthony spoke of you often to me. He loved you very much.