I am so very sorry for your loss. Losing a loved one in death is one of the hardest things that we ever have to deal with. In fact, Jehovah God never intended for humans to have to suffer and die the way that we do. However, because of the sin of Adam and Eve we have to contend with the horrible sting of death. Thankfully God gives us the only hope for a better future. At John 5:28,29 He promises that “the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out.” What a wonderful time that will be when we can welcome our loved ones back to life. I cling to this hope wherever faced with losing a loved one and it always brings me comfort. I hope that brings you some comfort as well.